St. Peter of Damascus On True Repentance
It is always possible to make a new start by means of repentance. ‘You fell,’ it is written, ‘now arise’ (Proverbs 24:16.) And if you fall again, then rise again, without despairing at all of your salvation, no matter what happens. So long as you do not surrender yourself willingly to the enemy, your patient endurance, combined with self-reproach will suffice for your salvation. ‘For at one time we ourselves went astray in folly and disobedience,’ says St. Paul. ‘…Yet He saved us, not because of any good things we had done, but in His mercy’ (Titus 3:5.) So do not despair in any way, ignoring God’s help, for He can do whatever He wishes. On the contrary, place your hope in Him and He will do one of these things: either through trials or temptations, or in some other way which He alone knows, He will bring about your restoration; or He will accept your patient endurance and humility in the place of works; or because of your hope He will act lovingly towards you in some other way of which you are not aware, and so will save your shackled soul. Only do not abandon your Physician, for otherwise you will suffer senselessly the twofold death because you do not know the hidden ways of God.”
*Taken from the Philokalia, Volume 3.



Re the blessing of humility (which this excerpt speaks to), I recently realized that the Divine Life is like water; it flows to the lowest place… So no matter how many times we fall or how we fall or what brings us “down”, if we simply turn our hearts – from our position in that “lowest place” (sin, suffering, etc.) – the grace of Divine Life is there with us.
“Out of the depths I cried to you, O Lord” – well those depths are necessary to us humans. It takes a long time to realize that.
Thank you for this blog.
Amazing post, Moses! Look for me to steal it in the near future.